It’s been a little bit since I’ve written, I’ve been busy, I’ve been pissed off, I’ve been sad, I’ve been avoiding it.
Need a run down since we’re 27 chapters in? A year ago it felt like my breast exploded and I’ve been rebelling from the western medical field since. In this past year I started a business, my dad passed away, my son was charged with a federal offense and my bonus daughter was given a terminal diagnosis. You can believe I am absolutely in therapy because of all this. I will no longer try to make sense of my life alone again. If anyone tries to tell you therapy is for wimps tell them to go touch grass and send them my way. Therapy is the best thing you can do for yourself.
I do apologize that sometimes my writing is vague and I don’t share as much as I should. I have people following me so they can report back to back. What are they called? Flying monkeys?
Lately it’s felt like my life has been scripted and I really am part of a movie. The more I share, the more weird stuff happens. It’s hard to fathom someone spending so much time spying on someone but it’s possible I suppose.
I’ve been scared to write about how good my heath has been doing, I haven’t been able to rest like I’ve wanted but I’m getting there. Life has gotten pretty chaotic the last few weeks so I haven’t done anything the last couple days but lay in bed and it’s been nice.
I think I will go do something for myself today and have some me time.
I started the 3rd phase of the mold detox and I swear it’s making me loopy. The more I read into it the more I realize this is a huge issue in the US. It needs to looked into better. We need educated about it. We need to open our eyes and minds and consider the possibilities of mold making us sick. I wouldn’t have believed it before but I sure do now.
I did have another thermography done and it looks so much better than the first one I had. That was a huge relief, there’s so much more green on the new one. The only thing concerning to me was the area of my breast was more red, which does make sense considering the mass is much larger now.
I have a phone consultation next week with an holistic oncology clinic that I’m looking forward to. It’ll be expensive and we will figure it out like we always do.
I’ll definitely have to do an update after I have my consultation!
The last week was stressful. I was ripped off on a hay purchase and thankfully I was able to resell the crap hay sold to me and in all of it I mustered up the courage to make a video about my experience with this hay guy. I’ve been asked numerous times to start filming my story so I may as well start practicing.
Here is my first vulnerable share of my life.
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