After losing my brother to suicide in 2009, and then having my marriage dissolve before my eyes, I set out on a journey to find out why one becomes suicidal, even though I was suicidal myself, it was time to find out what can make a person get so low that they have no will to live, because I became that low, but didn’t want anyone to suffer from another loss. I set out to “fix” myself, after discovering that I had been surrounding myself with toxic people, including myself, I decided to set out on a journey to rediscover myself, or just discover for that matter and release my fears of abandonment and insecurities and live a life that I am happy with whether I am single or in a relationship. This is my story and I hope that I can help someone realize that life is beautiful regardless of how hopeless it seems, I hope to help someone see that there is a way out and it begins with love. This world is full of hate and all I have is love to give. Join me on my journey of self discovery and watch me learn to love everything there is about me while I find things that I like to do regardless of what the rest of the world tells me.