Hello and thank you for joining us, if you’re new here and would like a background refresher check out Chapters 1-4, I’ll get them linked here eventually.
In the meantime let’s keep going because we’re so close to present day and I will be able to slow down with the story and elaborate more.
I believe I left off waiting for them to call me back for the results of the mammogram and ultrasound which seemed to take forever. It actually did take quite a while due to what she was finding. When they finally called me back I was anxious to learn all about this abscess my tooth caused me, but when the radiologist came in my feelings went from anxiety to terror. This part of my visit would be best described via video due to how upset it makes me but I’ll do my best to explain it with words. She came in, was wearing a mask, sat as far away from me as possible and proceeded to tell me in the coldest most emotionally absent way that I needed to have a biopsy immediately as these lumps are very suspicious for cancer and are in now way related to a tooth. She started talking about scheduling chemo, radiation and treatment immediately, she wants to biopsy 4 different areas in both breasts and that’s about all I remember hearing before I interrupted her to tell her no, I need to process this and figure out how to pay and she proceeded to tell me time is of the essence and I cannot wait. I was so upset by her approach I felt like I had no choice but to go along with it and scheduled the biopsy as far out as they’d let me which ended up being Thursday February 26 and I left the office, sat in my car and called my husband.
I drove back to work completely numb, I felt nothing, I was calm and terrified at the same time. All I wanted to do was get my final affairs in order so I could have something to leave behind. I decided to order the ivermectin the doctor told me about and start it immediately (2/21/26) and then I started reading everything I could. I started talking like I was dying, I started panicking about having a biopsy. I absolutely do not want one, nor do I want chemo or radiation, I don’t want them (the doctors) to make me sicker, I knew if I did I was definitely dying and I am not ready to die. We opened some policies, we talked to some people, we cried, we prayed, we talked. Over the weekend I started researching, I started reading, I started looking for ways around this, I found Joe Tippens, I read his blog, I joined his group, I made a post, the messages started coming from people who’d helped themselves, I had so much direction to go with I suddenly had hope. No one told me what to do they just gave me directions to figure it out for myself and I did. I spent hours scouring the internet, someone sent me a video about the Gerson therapy and hubby and I watched it Monday night and decided to cancel the biopsy and go with an alternative route and we are now 10 days into it and I am feeling pretty confident I’m going to live a long beautiful life.
Now that I’ve spent 5 days giving the background of my current state we can start getting to the fun stuff. I can start editing and adding fancy words and go on specific topics and answer and questions and I can even make some videos to prove I’m alive and well.
Chapter 6 can be found here. https://guyslittlesister.com/2026/03/04/standing-strong-chapter-6/#more-4283
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My Life, My Story 
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