Hello random people who read the thoughts I write down, what is it like in your world today?
This world is getting weirder all the time. There is so much fear out there it’s truly saddening to see. The crime in our valley is increasing daily, we have crime we’ve never had before, murders, child exploitation, car jacking and the drug charges are at an all time high. It’s heartbreaking to say the least.
Meanwhile, I’m in my own little world manifesting my dream life by continuing to believe that everything is really going to work out. My business is growing tremendously, I’m literally at my busiest and fullest and do not know if I can take on any more clients and my phone keeps ringing asking for my services. I really feel blessed to see all the hard work I’ve been putting in finally paying off. I had a vision for the community when I entered it in 2019 and even though I bounced around in the industry one thing stuck with me and that’s having integrity. I fully believe that is why I have succeeded in starting this business, all the time I spent chatting with horse owners and facilities trying to find what was missing and making sure I am seen differently has been incredible.
The same thing has been happening in my personal life as well. When I was told I was sick, and I did feel sick, fear took over briefly, until I remembered what I was trying to do in the community. I remembered what I was building and I remembered there are many people in the community who believe in my vision for it and they kept me focused on the changes I was trying to make. It was fairly easy to drop the fear of dying and continue with my belief of changing my world and in order to do that I had to believe I was going to be just fine. I tell myself every day I’m getting better, I’m healing and I’m going to continue changing things around me. And I am.
It’s been fun watching manifestation work right in front of my eyes, I wish I could teach it to others. I can only share my experience with it and hope others try it as well. The universe is now putting the people I need within reach and sometimes it’s uncomfortable and sometimes it fills me full of awe.
One of these days I’ll start sharing more details of certain things and maybe make some videos. I still struggle because there are people who want me to shut up because if I speak too much it will cause them shame. That shame is not mine to carry, it’s theirs and maybe they should have thought about it before they did what they did.
I’ve been played by friends, family and strangers and it’s time to start sharing my version of it all.
Believe it.
My Life, My Story 
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