Fear. A word with such power that it can kill a lot of things, from dreams, goals, romantic relationships, friendly relationships and even family relationships. It can kill so many things and does continuously over and over. The tiniest amount of fear can manifest itself into something debilitating and so much can be lost if it... Continue Reading →
Just a Short Update on Nothing
I have been slacking on my writing, I have no excuse other than I've been working and playing and being distracted from things at the moment. I took on another part-time job other than the UberEats I had been doing, now I work very part time at a bar in the town I live in.... Continue Reading →
Lessons from a Lost Friend
I knew he didn't have long to live. I was sitting next to him on a cold bench at Brighton beach, staring out at the ocean. "I want to tell you some crap," he said. "Pass it on." And then he began. Telling me the things he'd learned in his short time on this... Continue Reading →
Protected: Is Love just a Fantasy?
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Kindness for the Damaged
I used to watch my best friend treat everyone with kindness and it used to irritate me to no end because the people I would watch him be kind to would always take advantage of him but he would continue with his kindness, he was nice to a girl he'd known for years once and... Continue Reading →
Ghosts Inside
I was having a conversation with someone the other night about that meme that goes around that asks if you could choose one person to sit down with for an hour, alive or dead who would you choose? I told my friend that I would choose Tom Petty, I would really like to sit... Continue Reading →
Lost and Found
I was lost and isolated once even though I was constantly surrounded by people my entire life, as we all are, but somehow I just never felt I belonged. I can't even recall a time where I felt I belonged no matter where I was or what I was doing. I could for a... Continue Reading →
Musical Props
I just posted a video on my Instagram page telling all who watch it to check out my blog. Eek. Why would I do that? This is the girl who got the lowest F possible in speech class in high school because she had such a hard time speaking in front of people. Again, why... Continue Reading →
The beauty of color
Trying to see gray when all you’ve seen is black and white can be the most difficult journey to ever go on. Trying to shine your light when so many others want it dark is exhausting. The most difficult thing I think I’ve ever done was open my eyes to the possibility of there being... Continue Reading →
Things I have to remind myself of
I made this list a few months ago, I took everything that was happening to me and the things I have learned and I made myself a list to remind me when I felt defeated by the world. Just because they say they care doesn't mean they do. Actions speak much more than words. Most... Continue Reading →

