Author: It’s just me

My only sibling, my older brother took his life September 28, 2009 at the age of 37. I never thought I'd survive his death. I was suicidal myself and tired of living a life where I felt misunderstood, unheard and most of all unworthy, I thought he was strong and solid and would always be there for me. Little did I know we were both suffering together but in silence. I decided after his death I would not be silent any more and vowed to make something out of his life and his suffering and to show others that life isn't as bad as it seems and that it's possible to survive in this toxic world we live in. I made it my mission to survive and to show others that we can heal our traumas through hard work and reprogramming our minds. This is my journey.

Nothing Better Than This

      I've been absent and I am so sorry! I'm not really sorry but I am really sorry. I've spent the last couple months learning about my personality after taking some personality tests. Myers-Briggs Types I am an INFJ and I've been obsessed with learning all about them and I have yet to... Continue Reading →

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We have the power inside

I just cannot imagine how my life would be today had I not gone through what I went through! I know, it's a little bit vague that's for sure, but I seriously look back on my life and I never in a million years would imagine I am doing what I am doing today. Am... Continue Reading →

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Keep your hands clean!

I'm not going to rant today, just in case you thought I was! I should, I have lots to complain about but I've noticed I've been surrounded by that a lot which is probably why I feel like complaining or why I have 4 unfinished drafts in my blog. I can't complain any more! Too... Continue Reading →

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The Facebook Killings

I wrote this November 10, 2017. On January 2, 2018 I deactivated my Facebook account just as an experiment to myself to 1. See if I could personally live without it. 2. To see if anyone noticed.
I have not logged into my account since I hit that deactivate button on January 2nd. The results of my experiment? 1. I can live without it, and live a hell of a lot happier!!!! 2. in the 5 months I’ve been off of it, less than 5 people have asked me what happened to my account.
Will I ever go back to Facebook? I’ve missed my friends but when I look back on it, very very few of them were actually my friends, because less than ten of them I actually speak to and less than 5 I actually see. I will write a complete section on the actual effects leaving Facebook did for me and why I shut my account down in the near future.

How’s your Facebook life going?

Enjoy a revisit to one of my rants when I was struggling with Life.

It’s just me's avatarMy Life, My Story

Do you have a Facebook account? Do you enjoy your account? Do you enjoy being on Facebook, does it cause you happiness? Does it cause you stress, resentment, anger, anxiety? Does it actually make you feel good about yourself and those around you?

When Facebook came out I jumped on board, it took me a while as I wasn’t huge into computers, I was busy living and taking care of my children. Once I got going with it though, I was addicted. I was stuck on letting everyone know what I was doing, what I was thinking, I had fun making jokes and sharing pictures and what not. Somehow though and it happened really quickly, I started using it for vague statements because my statements caused people to pay attention to me. I never realized just what a negative impact that had on me because I was already depressed and…

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