Life Changes Chapter 7

March 6, 2026

For years I have tried to change my life, whether it was eating habits, work habits, schedules, food, drinking, you name it, I just wanted a different life. I knew I needed one to be healthy but something always took me back to what’s familiar. I learned the reasoning behind going back to familiar in therapy yesterday and how our neurons get stuck and suddenly a big chunk of my life made sense.

The week that caused me to start writing again was so overwhelming, the person I was 15 years ago would have lost her mind. The person I am today handled that week so much differently it made me giggle. I only stressed about it for a day and then I went into fixit mode and started doing what I needed to do to get back to normal. The very first thing I did was find a therapist because I don’t want to try to handle this alone like I normally do so I calmly found one and am religiously seeing her.

After I secured a therapist I started researching cancer and ivermectin and having anxiety about having a mammogram. I truly, honestly did not want any kind of medical intervention from a doctor. I had enough of the money game when I was a billing/coding specialist and I had been a non believer for a long time. I also had this mentality of standing by my word of never wanting chemo if I ever got cancer. The thought was scary because I knew there was a cure but didn’t know what or how to find it and then what happens if it doesn’t work?

In the time between the mammogram and the biopsy my husband and I had read so many articles and watched so many videos and scoured groups we were no longer anxious about being able to heal what I have going on. We ordered a juicer, a water distiller, supplements, books, there’s even an air filter on the way. Once we actually understood how it’s caused it made sense to fix the cause so my body can heal itself. You know we were designed to do that, don’t you? The more garbage we fill ourselves with physically and mentally the less we are able to heal. Whats going on in the world makes so much more sense to me now.

I have been using the protocol we made from all the information we gathered since February 21, 2026 and every day my body shows me this was the right thing to do to heal. I can tell you that yes, you can decide to do something and actually do it, even if in the past it was hard or wasn’t completed. I told my therapist last week I don’t think I’ve ever completed a project I’ve started but I’m going to complete this one. I suppose if I took a life and death approach to everything in my life I’d be able to commit to finishing things I start. I will definitely keep that thought in the back of my mind because if I do heal from this my new lifestyle will have to stay.

I’m so excited to share how it’s working for me and how my symptoms are currently. Stay tuned.