As I’m learning more about how this dis-ease works I have been able to reflect on the signs I missed. I’ve been reading that cancer actually starts 8-10 years before a lump ever forms, I’ve also read a lot about it being a metabolic disorder, and a big part of it is living in fight... Continue Reading →
Standing Strong Chapter 6
Welcome to another segment of my life and how I’m going to give cancer a run for its money. There are a few chapters before this one and if you’d like to read them they are here on my site and you’re welcome to subscribe to get notified of new chapters. There’s a subscription sign... Continue Reading →
Taking my health back Chapter 5
Hello and thank you for joining us, if you’re new here and would like a background refresher check out Chapters 1-4, I’ll get them linked here eventually. In the meantime let’s keep going because we’re so close to present day and I will be able to slow down with the story and elaborate more. I... Continue Reading →
The Appointment Chapter 4
If you’re just joining the story, I’ve started adding chapters to help keep up since this is all online. I’m hurrying to try to get the preface out there so we can get to the present moment and give accurate updates. You’re welcome to start here but if you’d like some background please read the... Continue Reading →
What Legacy? Chapter 3
If you’re finding this for the first time and would like to catch up I’ve started putting chapter numbers in the titles to make it easier to follow. We last left off in November 2025 where I was brainstorming what to do with my life so I could have something to leave my children. My... Continue Reading →
Prelude to a bad week Chapter 2
To continue on with my current state we are going to need some history on this lump I have so other women will know what to look for with themselves so they don’t have to go through this like I am. Last August I thought I broke a tooth after feeling a nice sharp groove... Continue Reading →
Watch yourself
Have you ever had someone in your life who keeps tabs on your life better than you do? I’m pretty sure we have all had something similar at some point in our life, whether the intentions were good or bad we’ve all been subjected to someone who was minding our business more than their own.... Continue Reading →
It’s Dark
I crashed this last week, it was quietly sneaking up on me and when it caught up, I fell. Hard. For those new to my site, I created this space so I could share my thoughts and feelings about losing my brother to suicide and how it’s affected me, and to share the things that... Continue Reading →
Memories
I have few memories of my parents marriage, my brother and I were young when our dad left, I was 4 he was 6. I have one cherished memory that I use to hold on to the belief that my dad was once an amazing father and loved his family, it’s actually one of my... Continue Reading →
They started it
Looking back through my life and trying to figure out how and where to start my story has been really difficult for me to do. It would be easy to write out that my dad abandoned my brother and I and my mom completely ignored us unless there was an audience but that doesn’t go... Continue Reading →

