Author: It’s just me

My only sibling, my older brother took his life September 28, 2009 at the age of 37. I never thought I'd survive his death. I was suicidal myself and tired of living a life where I felt misunderstood, unheard and most of all unworthy, I thought he was strong and solid and would always be there for me. Little did I know we were both suffering together but in silence. I decided after his death I would not be silent any more and vowed to make something out of his life and his suffering and to show others that life isn't as bad as it seems and that it's possible to survive in this toxic world we live in. I made it my mission to survive and to show others that we can heal our traumas through hard work and reprogramming our minds. This is my journey.

What’s your story so far?

I'm very tired this evening and my brain is all over the place with my thoughts and I had some great thoughts on the drive home I wanted to write about. I've been on this "journey" as I like to call it for a while and I've learned so much. I've learned through some horrible... Continue Reading →

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The Struggles with Suicide

I've only touched briefly on my thoughts about suicide and after Chris Cornell passed I really wanted to but couldn't find the right words. Today I learned that Chester Bennington also passed and I've thought all day that maybe it's time I shared my thoughts about it. First off a little background on me so... Continue Reading →

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Taking a leap

I woke up this morning with some pretty swollen eyes. I know I cried yesterday. I didn't think I did for long though. The way my eyes looked I'm pretty sure I cried while I was sleeping. It wasn't the first time I've done that. (There is some pain behind those eyes)  My boss asked... Continue Reading →

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I have anorexia 

I went to an eating disorder therapist today. I told myself it's time to be honest with myself and face all my crap that I hide or justify. It's helped a bunch being honest not with just myself but with the few people I talk to anymore. I never considered myself anorexic because I would... Continue Reading →

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Hello

I'm new to this blogging thing. I have things I want to talk about and I will eventually. Let me tell you a little about myself. I'm a mother of three wonderful young men and I still have my parents. I had a pretty good childhood. I have an older brother who was my best... Continue Reading →

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