This week has been busy, stressful and reaffirming all at the same time, if that’s even possible. Monday I spoke with a doctor of naturopathy and we discussed a plan for labs and “treatment”, for the labs we are going to be looking at viruses I could possibly have, like Epstein Barr. I also brought home a mold testing kit as there’s a chance I have a mold toxicity going on causing whole body inflammation. We discussed drawing more blood to test for cancer stem cells, testing for supplement reactivity and also testing for chemo reactions. It’s been such an educational journey so far. I still feel better, every day I feel a little bit better and I truly believe what I’m doing is helping my body recover.
My car broke down on Tuesday which left me a little frazzled, thank goodness I have a couple back ups so I didn’t miss any work! Hopefully my mechanic guy can figure it out for me, I may have to do some bartering for payment but I’ll figure something out!
Business is starting to pick up a bit and I’m getting better at managing my time so I don’t feel like I’m running all over from stop to stop and all the new places I’ve picked up have been right along the route I drive. It feels like the universe is trying its best to come into alignment with me or I’m more open to seeing what happens if I take away any doubt I carry, something is happening and it feels right.
Thursdays I have therapy and it’s going really well! I cannot say enough good things about my therapist, she is absolutely amazing and every time I leave my body feels a little bit lighter. The connection between life trauma and our health is incredible and I am so thankful I chose to start therapy immediately after my doctor expressed concerns about cancer.
Speaking of my doctor, I had an appointment with her after therapy last week and sadly because I want to handle all of this without having a biopsy, she is unable to give me any treatment recommendations. Her hands are now tied unless I have a biopsy, but she is supportive of the route I am taking and still wants me to check in with her. Isn’t that insane? She cannot give me treatment advice unless I go along with the “game of medicine” and let them cut me open. I get it, I really do, but there are other ways. Am I being rebellious? Absolutely. Am I being careless with my life? I don’t believe so. I believe the medical industry thrives on fear and there are many ways to treat people that are less invasive, less stressful and less expensive.
I didn’t realize the extent of using fear to get people to comply was as high as it is until I started this journey. I didn’t realize how much our emotions can contribute to our health until I started this journey. I didn’t realize how bad it really is out there until they tried to scare me into believing I was going to die if I didn’t comply. I was on the cusp of knowing how bad it was because of my medical billing career and the fact that I question everything. I believe that if I hadn’t been in the medical billing field I would have gone right along with the biopsy and chemo and I’d be planning my funeral.
Entering this journey has really opened my eyes even more to the way of the world and the levels of control they want to have on us. The constant pressure to pick a side, the fear instilled on us, the anxiety of an impending war, all the things out there to keep us scared and sick and we still continue to argue and condemn others instead of focusing on ourselves as individuals.
It’s ironic to me that I started this website so many years ago and my main thoughts all along were to pay more attention to ourselves individually than to try to tell others how to be and yet I still didn’t get it until it was my turn to face the music. It’s actually hard for me to get on social media now because there is so much fear being put out there for us to feed off of.
I started another group on Facebook for women to be supportive and encouraging called Gratitude Girls if any women want to join and come be supportive of others on their journey. It’s something we need more of in this world.
What are some other things we can do as humans to help others in the world? I encourage everyone to turn inward and look at what we can do as individuals to make life a little easier for others along with ourselves.
Until next time my friends.
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