As I’m learning more about how this dis-ease works I have been able to reflect on the signs I missed. I’ve been reading that cancer actually starts 8-10 years before a lump ever forms, I’ve also read a lot about it being a metabolic disorder, and a big part of it is living in fight... Continue Reading →
Welcome to another segment of my life and how I’m going to give cancer a run for its money. There are a few chapters before this one and if you’d like to read them they are here on my site and you’re welcome to subscribe to get notified of new chapters. There’s a subscription sign... Continue Reading →
If you’re finding this for the first time and would like to catch up I’ve started putting chapter numbers in the titles to make it easier to follow. We last left off in November 2025 where I was brainstorming what to do with my life so I could have something to leave my children. My... Continue Reading →
To continue on with my current state we are going to need some history on this lump I have so other women will know what to look for with themselves so they don’t have to go through this like I am. Last August I thought I broke a tooth after feeling a nice sharp groove... Continue Reading →
Have you ever had someone in your life who keeps tabs on your life better than you do? I’m pretty sure we have all had something similar at some point in our life, whether the intentions were good or bad we’ve all been subjected to someone who was minding our business more than their own.... Continue Reading →
When I moved closer to Boise in 2009 I was excited to be closer to the city that held most of the states concerts. Music meant a lot to my brother so to honor him I chose to attend concerts. Tickets were out of my budget so I chose a few special shows to attend... Continue Reading →
I crashed this last week, it was quietly sneaking up on me and when it caught up, I fell. Hard. For those new to my site, I created this space so I could share my thoughts and feelings about losing my brother to suicide and how it’s affected me, and to share the things that... Continue Reading →
I have few memories of my parents marriage, my brother and I were young when our dad left, I was 4 he was 6. I have one cherished memory that I use to hold on to the belief that my dad was once an amazing father and loved his family, it’s actually one of my... Continue Reading →
Looking back through my life and trying to figure out how and where to start my story has been really difficult for me to do. It would be easy to write out that my dad abandoned my brother and I and my mom completely ignored us unless there was an audience but that doesn’t go... Continue Reading →
Gosh, it’s sure been a while since I’ve written. It’s like the further I go into healing from my childhood the less I write about it. I end up frozen and defeated and feeling less than alive, and quite often wonder if my brother made the better decision by ending his suffering. Knowing what I... Continue Reading →
My Life, My Story 